At first I was in denial that anything was wrong, even though it was the worst case of writer’s block I’d ever experienced. But of course! “My muse had probably just embarked on a summer camping trip,” I told myself. Everyone needs a little time off after many hard years of service. Besides what kind of employer was I not offering my muse paid vacation time at a luxury resort as a job perk? Shame on me. No wonder no notice was given before this mysterious departure.
But now after 4 months of not being able to write like I used to, it occurred to me that perhaps my muse had permanently run away. I pictured a little red checkered knapsack on a stick slung over the shoulder of my muse, filled with the bare necessities to assist with effective musing — chocolate, (for bribing a future author) a megaphone (for shouting into a stubborn writer’s ear) and even a typewriter, because sometimes good muses have to write the entire darn thing themselves.
I put an ad up on Craig’s List in the Lost and Found section that looked like this:
Missing Muse! Reward for any info leading to the safe return — no questions asked. (Except for Who?What?Why?Where?How?When?) Answers to “Little Voice” or “Sweet Inspiration.” Last seen wearing a red negligee, eating bon-bons, and watching The Young & the Restless soap opera. Friendly, bit of a chatterbox in fact, communicates story ideas in confusing bursts or fragments. i.e. “You’re having high tea with the King of Kidneys/Livers when the Queen of Hearts crashes the party?” or “Different types of Breadless sandwiches served open-faced by The Muffin Man?” Please return this cherished Muse as soon as possible — sentimental value only.
Next thing I know a balding man knocks on the door, gives me an overzealous bear hug while exclaiming, “Here I am. At last we’re reunited! I’m your long lost Muse. You can call me ‘Bruce the Muse.'” Which is odd because before I used to call my muse, “Ida the Idea.”
He then went on to tell me how his ex-wife made him a sex slave and how it would turn the tables on all the female empowerment Lifetime movie of the week stories, if only I’d accept his assistance in writing the script. “True story!” he said again as if that would tempt me enough to hold out my hand and say, “Really? Well put ‘er there, partner! Join me in my writing studio where my stash of Doritos is.”
No sooner did I shut the door on the impostor Bruce (besides I pictured the physical form of my muse as kind of a femme fatale Marilyn Monroe type, but also flat-chested, a brunette, and with reading glasses) when there was an official sounding pounding and I opened it back up to see two police officers tapping their feet with a clipboard.
Officer #1: We suspect foul play. We see this kind of thing all the time.
Me: Really?! Like Stephen King is holding my muse hostage until she reveals some bizarre horror story romantic comedy plot-line and he writes it for her, ala the movie Misery?
Officer #2: I doubt your muse is so talented that someone as famous as Mr. King would risk his reputation. But maybe Morton Solomon has her squirreled away in his file cabinet.
Officer #2: Exactly!
Me: Not funny. And I am not a-mused.
Officer #1: We know. That’s why we’re trying to locate the one you’re missing.
After these two clowns left, I honestly considered suicide. It was entirely plausible. My muse was probably so discouraged by my recent waning blog statistics that she had taken her own life, thinking the writing world would be much better off without her. Or maybe killing herself was a clever strategy for my stuff to become classic literature! Everyone knows ya gotta kick the bucket before any public librarian will stock your books or students in 9th grade English Lit will be assigned a 1200 word essay analyzing your theme. And I’d always dreamed of being analyzed! Thank you Miss Muse for taking a (literal?) bullet for my sake.
Just then my cellphone lit up with notifications from Facebook Friends telling me to turn on the local news. Apparently I was the subject of a controversial public service Announcement:
As my Huffington Post headshot flashed on the screen, a really homely Marilyn Monroe type female read in a halting little voice from a teleprompter.
Have you seen this violent Wanna-Be Author? She’s wanted for 1 count of premeditated attempted museslaughter, 3 counts of abuse, and 9 counts of aggravated assault. She stands 5′ 4″, (or 5′ 9″ if you count her kooky hairstyle,) and calls herself ‘Little Miss Menopause’ (but that was a real branding mistake!) and is extremely insecure. She tried to do me in several times right on her bed, (where all she ever does is sleep nowadays btw!) as she uttered these toxic words — “That’s the stupidest idea for a novel I’ve ever heard. Nobody will ever want to read that drivel!” I ran for my life. All local Muses beware! She’s armed and dangerous with a fully-loaded MR (Manuscript Rifle) to shoot down any creativity you might offer up. Please alert the authorities so she can go back on her medication.
The authorities? Oh no, not those two clowns again.
And of course there followed an immediate pounding on my door — this time the officers were accompanied by a medical physician who shoved a tablespoon of putrid medicine down my throat. One glance at the label on the bottle told me everything I needed to know… “Mucin-ex!”
READERS: Is your muse still offering invaluable guidance? Treat them well!
Muses can be fickle things, Little Miss M. Quit letting yours play with your mind. She is right where she has always been, resident muse in your mind, but I think she is tired of being the straight girl for all your off-beat comedy schticks. She wants to be allowed to be serious once in a while, to feel like her life matters. Is she asking too much? Ony you can answer that. Is there anything you can be serious about? I know a bit about your muse, BTW, she sees the world falling apart around you, and all you want to do is add to the crazies, mocking yourself, running amok…
Listen to her, Little Miss M, give her some credit. You may discover a whole new side to yourself…
Many sympathies. My muse is prone to long naps. Maybe Ida is taking a ride on the snooze train.
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Yes! Ida got a big promotion and muses for The Handmaid’s Tale now. In her place, she sent her younger sister Ina — who’s nothing to write home about. 😉
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Ha! Four months you say? Mine’s been missing for a while too. Does Fantasy Island still exist? Or more likely, The Island Of Run-Away Muses where unlimited snacks and pretty drinks with paper umbrellas stabbed in pineapple chunks are served by a bevy of handsome plot twists. Road trip, Stephanie? But it looks like yours has already returned…well-rested and in rare form, as always ❤
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BloggyMatey! I always mix up Fantasy Island with Pleasure Island! Therefore our muses could be growing ears and a tale and making an a** of themselves ala Pinocchio? Time is of the essence…. road trip indeed, roomy!
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